post added for hard reset

Author: ilhangrn

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+title = "Resetting hard"
+date = 2025-11-26
+[taxonomies]
+categories=["Inferences"]
+tags=["Inference", "English", "Life", "Stoic"]
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+---
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+## (*Eng*) Resetting hard
+There was a terrible taste for last weeks. I originated that feeling to the days I had heavy burn out 
+since i was working till 5AM for the project. I was super nervous but happy with the progress at the same time. 
+But it is not something we can continue for a long time. 
+As Elon Musk says, the heavy work I did was not healthy and it was going to destroy me. 
+Damaging my body and life.
+
+People may think it is exagguration, but having lack of sleep and dense work for a long time hits heart before all. Yes it did.
+Being on the edge of heart failure is super risky. Not a thing I can handle. Even now not easy to handle the feeling, 
+the fear, remembering the pain, the call of my body to stop. My body is a great teacher and did what it has to do for me.
+I was always proud of my body in my life. It is the only thing I can trust. I can go fight with till end. It will never leave me.
+
+Understanding the issue and recovering took some time, more than several weeks. Before reaching healing I was lost. 
+Not knowing how to break the trap I created, not able to have view from outside, eating myself from inside. Not knowing
+where I am heading, how fast should I run in this life. Sounds like hit the wall, maybe it is. Maybe it is consuming all sources.
+
+Even though body warned me, resetting was not available. I didn't know how to reset completely. Only way I remember was running.
+And it is still core of resetting. But the thing I needed was reaching friends. I didn't know that, understanding it took a while.
+Then I remembered the trust, the beauty, the power, the joy we have together. And how we live this life. 
+The boost I got from there was amazing, immediately changed my day, power, mood, approach.
+
+They reminded me that, they are more important than anything. I have to take care of their friend. Their future. And I will.
+I promise, I will play the best game ever possible. Like each time I try to play the best tennis game ever.